I will definitely miss you tomorrow, cause now, I miss you already

TO MY INVISIBLE LOVER:

Someone asked me if i missed you. I didn't answer. I just closed my eyes and walked away, then i whispered, "Nobody knows how much i miss him, and I'm sure tomorrow i will miss him more, cause now i missed him already."

I love you times infinity plus one. It's tough, but I'm trying to deal with it.You may not be here with me but thoughts of you are always here in my heart. I wish you weren't so far away that I could talk with you funnily just like how things used to be in my mind. I try not to admit to myself, that I'm not really missing you. But the teary eyes, sleepless nights and blushing pimples were my living witnesses, that I'm only lying to myself.

Nobody knows that i still wake up thinking of you each day. Nobody knows that I'm talking and convincing myself alone in the mirror that somehow, someday, you will come smiling in front of me. Nobody knows that I've composed songs because I'm hoping that when time comes you'll listen to the melodies of my heart. And nobody knows that you're still the one I love, that I still think of you, and I missed you more than words can say.

"Really, I will definitely miss you tomorrow, cause now, I miss you already."

LOVINGLY YOURS,
Pax